the end, again

the wades the snow
i've been thinking about alot over the holidays. one thing i've thought alot about is my presence on the internets. i'm all over the fucking place.
there's just no time. i've analyzed my priorities and given the fact that family comes first, period...i was trying to figure out what was second. i have to make music. i can't stop. whenever i get writers block/bored/uninspired/whatever i end up doing a bunch of projects...anything to not make music. but i'm in full moodswing again and, even better, ali is really bugging me (in a good way) to focus on The Wades (the musical project that she and i do).
i've let wadebrigade.org kinda slide lately. that sucks. note to self: never let yr 'real' website slide in favor of a bunch of fly-by-night free social networking bullshit sites, i.e. myspace, blogger et al.
the way blogs and youtube are going i'm suprised my mom doesn't have some blogspot shit.
chriswadesmom.blogspot.com haha.
nothing i do is cooler than The Wades to me. music was my first love. ali wade was my second. i married her...we made music together. then we made babies together. it's all tied in, yo. gots to keep it real.
plus, i've said this before, the whole thing with 100records getting shut down kinda gave me blueballs. i did audiosuede pretty much just to compliment my posts on 100records.
so i had dreams of going big with this but those dreams overshadowed the real deal, the music that i make.
so audiosuede v2.0 shall go the way of v1.0. oh well. i figured, whoever is cool enough to be reading this was cool enough to keep checking back in spite of the increasingly infrequent posts. to you i say thanks and sorry. you can stop checking.
but you, cool person, are the exact kinda human that i want to be coming regularly to wadebrigade.org and seeing whats up with The Wades.
we like you. do you like us?
check one ___yes ___no
cool. 2007 will be streamlined. what was that Eminem song...cleanin' out my closet? something like that.
i love you all. yeah, even you. chrisuede





